Sunday, February 28, 2010

Barry Bowen

Robins built this farm with money and help from Barry and David Dyck's contruction team!

Belize Business Magnate Sir Barry Bowen Dies in Plane Crash

"Sir Barry Bowen, well- known Belize business magnate died today in an airplane crash just short of the runway at San Pedro Ambergris Caye according to radio and T.V. news reports. It is reported that Sir Barry was piloting his Cessna 206 when the aircraft experienced difficulties on landing approach, clipped the roof of a building with its landing gear,and then crashed into a building at a boatyard adjacent to the San Pedro Town municipal airport at about 5:30 p.m. local time.


Barry Bowen was 64 years old. He is the father of five children; four sons and one daughter. Sir Barry’s importance and prominence as a businessman, developer, bottling magnate and Belizean cannot be overstated. He was one of Belize’s wealthiest men – second only to billionaire Michael Ashcroft. Sir Barry headed the Bowen Group of companies that includes the Belize Coca Cola franchise, Belikin Brewery (the only brewery in Belize) the Ford Automobile Distributorship, the Chan Chic Tourism Lodge and Belize Aquaculture Ltd. one of the largest shrimp farms in Belize. Bowen and Bowen company was started by his father in the 1930s. Barry Bowen bought the company from his father in 1978.

Sir Barry resided on San Pedro Ambergris Caye and commuted to work in Belize city on his private aircraft. He has been flying for 40 years. The plane was a Cessna 272 with a turbine engine. Similar to the ones used by the small airlines. Sources: and Channel 7 News "

Helen Said: I had never stay in the farm till this Blain Atoll Shrimp Farm, belong to Sir Barry Bowen and built by Robins which is makes Robins's Shrimp Farmer life to become welknow.

I lived in this farm in and out for 6 years and in between I was in Guatemala or Florida. I had lots of memories in this farm including I saw a huge black Jaguar jumped behind our dock!

Barry was a very hard working man and also a happy man. He never lost in touch with Robins since the day Robins joins CP, one of the world leading Agricultural Company in Thailand.

As you all know how "Skype" help all of us to connect free around the world except to Burma with high cost. 5 days prior to his plane crashed I heard Barry's Voice on Skype talking with Robins. He called to talk about the Blair Atoll Shrimp farm's Business. He often told Robins, (sometime to me too), that Robins can join back to him anytime if Robins wish. He was telling me that I can stay in Miami if I get tire of the farm.

Since I am enjoying Thailand alot and Dr. Lin (Robins's Immediate Boss), is one of the reasons for Robins to stay... so we are still in here, Thailand. Thank you to CP for taking care of us good too.

As the new already said all about Barry I have not much to say beside, "Thank you Barry and may you rest in peace." If Barry can talk now I can imagine this is what he is saying....., "Wowwww I am very happy where I am now. See you all later!!"

This is for Barry.....

"My people will dwell in a peaceful habitation, in secure dwelings, and in quiet resting places." Isaiah 32:18

Our thought and prayers are with the rest of Barry's family.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Check Up Your Pipe

Please do the check up your value pipe, the colons!!

Some people has that attitude saying, "I am not going to do colonoscopy because if they found out something, my happiness will be gone and let it be!". Then I go "hummm......????" Many others want to check up but no money to do so.

Colonoscopy is a part of must do before getting transplant.
I was zero knowledge about big health problems prior to my liver cancer. Also before I never read about health articles because I was so healthy look and busy with my life, my family, my friends, my church and my gem business.

When I heard for the first time " The Colonoscopy'", I have no idea what they are talking about beside I knew what is "Colons." Later I found out that they put the camera from your anus into your pipe, colons and looking for the tumors or the bad spots.

Yes I am not so comfortable to think about someone going to poke my anus but that time I had no choice and know that it is good for me to get poke. I still remember very well the day of my colonoscopy.

I walked into the colonoscopy room at Shands Florida University Hospital. I saw a late middle age man, a bit chappy and as usual with clean white operation clothes. I said to myself, "Oh good! He is old and he already saw lots of anuses in his life." Actually I was talking to myself to feel relax before the procedure. Then after all preparation here came into the room was a young good looking man. No joke folks he is a one handsome dude. Then the old one said, "He is doctor (forgot his name), and he is going to do the colonoscopy."

I felt really really uncomfortable. On top of that when this young doctor asked me, "Mrs. McIntosh would you allow the medical students to come and see the procedure??". I almost drop dead!!! Without a pause I answered, "NO!!". Think it back I should help the students. Well.... there are many anuses are in line to do the colonoscopy so they can still learn the procedure on other's.

They found 2 tiny spots and they took it off. I was lucky to get poke.
I got told that after 5 years then they will colonscopy me again. I can't wait for that........., joking!!! Who will feel happy to do colonoscopy??

Once you have so much experiences of health, even one case is not exactly the same as other, you should share your knowledges. At least this is what I believe and am doing so!!!
I keep telling people do the colonoscopy, do the blood test, do the mammogram, do the pep test....ta ta ta ta ta!!

After my colonoscopy I told many Burmese in US if they are over 40 I said do the colonoscopy. One Burmese man was so happy and said to me, "Thank you Helen they found 14 pilobes!!". I was so glad to hear that. But..............................,

I am failing to convince my Robins to do so. I told him to do colonscopy for thousand times but he did not listen. I told him to do testicles check up and what I got from him was, "NO and no! No one going to squeeze my balls.", is what he keeps telling me. So fine, he is not a child and as he is very smart man he should knows what he is talking about. Beside that, most of his friends are top north doctors in every fields!!

From the bottom of my hearts, please.......... do the colonoscopy and do other check up by your own doctor's guideness. Lord knows we need the doctors and by the blessing we do have very good doctors. Those who has no luck to see the doctors I will end with this.......

"Yea, though I walk through the valley fo the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; they rod and thy staff they comfort me." Psalms 23:4

Have faith, always!!

The following new is what I read today and it said,

"Patients who have a colonoscopy performed by a non-gastroenterologist have a much greater risk of missing something that could later on develop into colorectal cancer, reported."

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Who Has Authority?

This morning when I was checking my email, I saw the following very interesting article. Gambia President will cut the homosexual heads off if you are one.

From that article I do the thinking and blogging! Again my thought will be very different from yours but I have no desire to argue.

I live in Bangkok Thailand aka city of angle in Asia. So unit to see in a big city there are white, yellow, black, brown and red people live together. The only colour you can't find in this country is Green people!! Even orange, sometime wen can find them on the beach. Same as we have women, men, gay, lesbian, tomboy and transvestite, they all live here without fuss each other.

My hair dressers are 2 gay boys. My tailor is gay men. Some of my friends are gay and happy people. I like them. My believing and their believing, I do not mix with them on that point. I cut my hair with them I do the clothes with him and I dinner, I shop and I laugh with my gay friends. Some of them make me feel better good friends than those women who are fuss and difficult! Well to be fair there are fussy gays too.

As a Christian, this is so far what I understand. Yes, Bible does said it clearly......., same sex is no good. Also Christians are told clearly, "Thou shall not Judge" and "Thou shall not kill". Now Remember this, God gives us free will. If you are judge and kill to other, this not come from God, it is your won will. Who has authority to kill and judge beside God.............., no one!!! (Now do not argue with me on Earthly Dead Penalty. If you do, your IQ is need to be improved!!!)

Here I refer you to read Genesis, Chapter 19. God did the judgement on Sodom people, but very interesting point for me is not only on homosexual people but also on Lot's wife who was not gay nor lesbian!!! Very interesting right?? God said it to Lot's family run and do not look back. Gen 19:17 said, "Look not behind thee." As always God is in control, God said that because there is a reason. Then Gen 19:26 said, "But his wife (Lot's wife), looked back from behind him and she became a pillar of salt."

I learn something here. We all are sinner, in both homosexual or in straight people. Tell me who dare to say sin free. I am not a sin free person and I dare to say it. I am a women who pray to God to forgive my sin. Judgement is not our thing to do but law is our thing to obey. There are laws on Earth and in heaven which is in Bible. "Obey" is the key!!

One more what I learn from Genesis 19 is..........., if you are not gay that's doesn't mean you are sin free. Sin come from different forms.

Now Gambian President palns to kill off every single homosexual. I can say only wowwwwwww!!!!! My bible did not say go kill all the homosexual at all. God is God. My duty is to trust!!

"Do Not Go There (Gambia)" is my advise if I am allow to give to my gay friends. And..........., my advise is "purely" advise without judgement.

Here is the famous talk of Gambian Presidnet Yahya, As the saying goes, "If a hammer is the only tool one has, you will only be looking for nails," and goodness forbid if "the nail is without a head."

Honestly I am thinking how sin free this man is????

President plans to kill off every single homosexual

"Gambian President Yahya Jammeh says he will “cut off the head” of any homosexual caught in his country.

Addressing supporters at the end of his meet the farmers tour here Sunday,

Jammeh also ordered any hotel or motel housing homosexuals to close down, adding that owners of such facilities would also be in trouble.

He said the Gambia was a country of believers, indicating that no sinful and immoral act as homosexual would be tolerated in the country.

He warned all homosexuals in the country to leave, noting that a legislation “stricter than those in Iran ” concerning the vice would be introduced soon .

Also read : Two Spanish caught in The Gambia after President called for the death of homosexuals"

From WikipediA (the religions in Gambia)

"Article 25 of the Constitution protects the rights of citizens to practice any religion that they choose.[14] The government also did not establish a state religion.[15] Islam is the predominant religion, practiced by approximately 90 percent of the country's population. The majority of the Muslims present in the Gambia adhere to Sunni laws and traditions.[15] Virtually all commercial life in the Gambia comes to a standstill in major Muslim holidays, including Eid al-Adha and Eid ul-Fitr.[16] Most Muslims in the Gambia follow the Maliki school of jurisprudence.[17]

The Christian community represents about 8 percent of the population. Residing in the western and the southern parts of the Gambia, most of the Christian community identify themselves as Roman Catholic. However, there are smaller Christian groups present, such as Anglicans, Methodists, Baptists, Seventh-day Adventists, Jehovah's Witnesses and small evangelical denominations.[15] Due to immigration from South Asia, there is a presence of Buddhists and followers of the Baha'i Faith.[15] The remaining 2 percent of the population adheres to indigenous beliefs.[18] There are very few atheists present in the Gambia.[15]

The Rastafarian religion has also gained momentum in the Gambia. Not as a competitor to the large percentage of Muslims in the region, but rather it is blended into the culture in a way that you may find many of the youth identifying themselves as Rasta at times, and other times as a Muslim. Therefore it is difficult to gauge an exact percentage of Rasta's in the country, but at many clubs in the country Reggae is the music of choice, and the Rasta influence is visibly present. [19]"

I will end with this.........

"I have become all things to all men, that I might by all means save some." 1 Corinthians 9:22

Friday, February 19, 2010


One of my things to do list before I die is I wanted to see Jerusalem. It was done in 2006 November. I was so happy. My first solo trip and I was so excited too. First time I feel like I am a big girl. Mostly I travel with my Robins and Shan. I do nothing just get in the plane and get out the plane is my simple life!!!!!

Right after one year of my liver transplant, via Israel I came back to Bangkok where my Robins is working.

I wanted to go pray in Christ's birth place to say thank you for the blessing which is countless in my life. OK I am not cult or religious maniac or extremist! But, I am a believer. I just love Christ and wanted to say "Thank You"! I do know that I can say thank you to my God not only in Israel but anywhere. Somehow deep in my heart I have this desire, "I wanted to go see Christ's birth place!"

My life I learn to trust Jesus and I learn to love God. I learn to live my life in faith with action.

As my host is an Israeli University Professor from Haifa, he did not want to drive his car to Nazareth. I fully understand his feeling too. The best way to go there was a van own by Palestine man. That's I was suggested by everyone. Then my mind flash back to what my Transplant Doctor said to me in jokingly before I left Florida. He said..., "I give you a new liver and now do not get shoot." Then I thought, "Hummmmm you never know!!" So I decided to go north of Israel with tourist van. I was so pleased!

When the minutes I saw the Jordon River...... I felt, "Woww this is not a dream I am here with my body and my soul attach." Millions of people around the world were there for different reasons.

I walked down to the river and took little water in my hand then Simply and honestly I said, "Thank you Jesus!"

My believing is not in the Christ's birth place, not at the Jordon River, Not the Jerusalem but in....."What Christ told us to do." All these places are parts of our Christ's history when he was in Human Form. A man who lives in Africa, who never being to Nazareth but who's faith is in Christ might be walking the right way than who has been everywhere!!

Yes..... watched CNN this morning and saw our Vice President with a Ash marked on his forehead! First I thought he was zapped up with Nitric for the pre Skin Cancer!! Then I found out he is a Catholic and he just attended Ash Wednesday. What is Ash Wednesday???

Here is.......

"Ash Wednesday, in the Western Christian calendar, is the first day of Lent and occurs forty-six days (forty days not counting Sundays) before Easter. It is a moveable fast, falling on a different date each year because it is dependent on the date of Easter. It can occur as early as 4 February or as late as 10 March.

Ash Wednesday derives its name from the practice of placing ashes on the foreheads of adherents as a sign of repentance. The ashes used are typically gathered after the Palm Crosses from the previous year's
Palm Sunday are burned. In the liturgical practice of some churches, the ashes are mixed with the Oil of the Catechumens[1] (one of the sacred oils used to anoint those about to be baptized), though some churches use ordinary oil. This paste is used by the minister who presides at the service to make the sign of the cross, first upon his own forehead and then on those of congregants."

I do celebrate Christmas, Easter which remind me that "Christ is in my life." I do not know about Ash Wednesday but.......I do believe in Christ's Resurrection and as his promise, he will return.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Make Yourself Happy?

According to this chart my life long partner should be very happy!

He, Obama is very happy??

I have heard people said............,

-I am not happy with my house.
-I am not happy with my look.
-I am not happy with my income.
-I am not happy with my partner.
-I am not happy with my job.
-I am not happy with my relative.
-I am not happy with my religion.
-I am not happy with my friends and........
-I am not happy with my dog!!!!!

The sound of bitching???

How could people not happy with a dog ??? The creature even can't talk!! For me, mostly I am not happy with is, the creature who can talk. Yes... we human being talk but in two choice, One: you talk as a human being or Two: you talk as an A@#&*$%!! Dog, Cat, Bird, Pig, Cow, they are OK! I don't love them nor I hate them on top of that most of the time I don't understand what they are talking about.

So today I am finding out that is there can make yourself happy??? Then I found the following which I like it a lot!!!!

"What Happy People Know.
Dan Baker, PhDLife Enhancement Center

Dig beneath the surface of what people say they want -- health, love, money, etc. -- and you'll find that they really want happiness. But something so precious can be terribly elusive.

Happy people aren't richer or healthier than others. They're not more powerful or of higher status. Their lives aren't blessed by exceptional good fortune and may even be scarred by tragedy. But they know something that others don't.


The struggle for happiness is rooted in our complex biological heritage. Though we are highly evolved, our brains remain identical, in some ways, to those of our oldest ancestors.

We share the fear circuit, buried deep in the most primitive parts of the brain, with every animal from reptiles on up. It's essential survival equipment, driving us to fight, flee or freeze in the face of danger."

"We do have an almost magical source of compensation. It is the higher brain, or neocortex. This distinctively human mental equipment enables us to act instead of react, to grow emotionally and intellectually, to open ourselves to all that life has to offer -- and to find happiness."

After I read this article, I recalled what my God said in the holy book, "Fear not." Indeed God knows what he is talking about! I will finished my this blog with.........

"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."
Matthew 11:28

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Women and Men

Lately I have been feeling blue! See here, I even blogging with the blue color letters. As I told you I have no idea of my exactly age. Sometime I feel like I am 28 and sometime I do feel like I am 60 year old lady. So.................

Depend on the age what women or men feel???, is the question that I am asking. Again I did the research at my Google University. I do not read all but some and the following are what I found. I go wowwwwwwwwwww!!! What a woman or men mood!!

-Calorie Count :: What does a 45 year old woman look like?

-Top Ten Sexy Women Over 40 years old.

-Is 45 too old to have a baby??

-A 45-year-old woman says that her feet feel hot

-Meet the real 40-year-old virgins

-10 Things Women Over 40 Shouldn't Wear

-Will I Ever Feel Good Again?

-Do 50-year-old women really want the sex life they had at age 25?

-Male Midlife Crisis

-What You Need To Know About Men And Midlife Crisis

After I read them all, I took a pause, thought a minute and talked to myself, " I wish I will never get into Midlife Crisis the same time with Robins, my husband." We could be boxing each other every day. When my midlife horror hit me I also will shut my mouth (most of the time), and keep focusing on what is important to my life may be sometime selfishly.

This is what I am going to do to fight if my midlife crisis is becoming obvious.

1. I will pray more for my wisdom.

2. I won't listen rubbish.

3. I won't stay near ugly people.

4. I will exercise more which is no problem for me.

5. I will go to church.

6. I will go the movie.

7. I will tea party with a good handful friends.

8. Shopping and looking sometime.

9. Reading.

10. Above of all... I will read more bible which give me all the answer that I could find with the best answer.

I am glad and so proud of that I own a BIBLE!!

I will share some of Male Midlife Crisis for our women general knowledge! Have a good read especially for women.

"Men Midlife Crisis Systoms

1. Change for the sake of change.

They feel unusually restless and express a feeling that they are running out of time. As Johnson noted above, sometimes they will just duplicate the same problem elsewhere. They can feel suddenly dissatisfied with their previous goals feeling like nothing they have been working toward really matters. For example, they no longer care about the promotion they've been working so hard to get.

2. Impulsive behavior and impetuous decisions, especially about money and/or their career.

This is related to point 2 above. Faced with the sudden interest to live their life to the fullest, a man may decide that a new Porsche makes perfect sense (despite it being well outside of the family's finances and a decision he would have not likely made before the change in his behavior). He may decide that he absolutely must leave the job he was quite satisfied with just a few months before. Everyone changes in life but during a midlife crisis these changes can be extreme and seemingly come out of nowhere.

3. Questioning everything in one's life and saying that they "feel trapped."

The later is easy to pick up with the terminology they'll use in everyday life, including "obligations," "no end in sight," "burdened." They feel that their job, family and everything else in their life is a never-ending series of demands on them.

4. Changes in the sexual relationship.

Understand that this change can be the result of a lack of interest (whether from the stress, anxiety or depression associated with the crisis) or it could be hormonal (lower testosterone levels in the men). It is also possible that they are having an affair since that is another (albeit cliched) aspect of some midlife crises. There are a whole slew of things to watch for if you suspect your mate of having an affair including noticing a "wandering eye," unusual phone calls at home (hang-ups) or on their cell, and most importantly them just being around the house less. (Note: adding to the confusion, experts will note that an increase in sexual desire is also a potential sign of infidelity so the key is to note sudden and significant changes.)

5. Sudden obsession with appearance and spending inordinate amounts of time in the mirror.

When a man who prides himself on his old t-shirt collection starts dressing for success and leaves the barber he has been going to for the past decade for a high-end salon, then it's time to take note of the underlying cause of his new found vanity. It could be nothing more than a desire to upgrade his appearance or it could be some much, much more, As with point 5 above, an appearance obsession can also be the sign of an affair.

6. Excessive reminiscing about their youth and previous loves. T

he Internet (especially has been a boon for people to be able to reconnect with high school friends. However, more than a fleeting moment spent thinking about a high school flame and overly fantasizing about how great everything was then versus now or "what if" scenarios of major decisions they've made are all midlife crisis symptoms.

7. Increase in alcohol consumption.

It's no secret that many adults will turn to the bottle when problems seem insurmountable. It can be hard to know what is going on in someone else's head but it is not so hard to see how many stiff drinks they down every night.

8. Sleeping more, loss of appetite, and general malaise.

These are all signs of the type of depression that can accompany a midlife crisis.
9. Obsession with mortality.

This can be triggered by the death of a loved-one or a close friend. Whatever it is, when the focus turns from the deceased to themselves and then lingers that is the sign of a problem.

10. Self-admission.

They simply say, "I think I'm having a midlife crisis." This is far more common that many people think. Given the immense amount of media coverage on the subject, when someone starts to encounter the gut-wrenching feelings of a midlife crisis they will often be quite open in their pleas for help from people they think can help them. Midlife crises are not funny or fun for anyone involved."

Hope all the men free from Midlife Crisis. I have seen men in Midlife Crisis for 3 years and never been cured!!! Sad....

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


Note: Please read this blog with a housewife's science level not with MD or PhD's level of science. Thank you!

I was busy! Busy with everything actually. Friends, my business and reading.......

Oh yeah, I am reading alot because of my urine with Bubbles!!! So I am turning my Google University. Searching about all the Urine articles, well...... I should say almost all.

6 months ago I starting to notice some "Bubbles" in my Urine. Some time tiny bubbles and sometime about 1 cm size. My Urine color hasn't change and no odour either. As I drink lots of water, my urine color looks perfect but the bubbles bothering me a lot. (To be honest I can't recall that when those bubbles are in my urine??? in the beginning of my life? 6 moths ago? 3 years ago? Heck... I have no idea.)

Well.... in my life I never look at my urine or my do doo before. I could careless how my pee pee or doo do look like. But now living with a new liver and taking medicine, I do check what I drop each time. Immune Suppressor which I am taking can cause problem to Kidney if I am not taking care of it. So I look everything........

You can call me a women who is full of madness or craziness! Fine with me. You will know how maniacs yourself when the day you change your liver too. Those my fellows, Transplant Recipients will know exactly how I feel or what I am talking about.

My GI doctor in the State order to do the 24 hours Urine test each year when I go home for check up. I think I just did it 6 month a go too.

OK I found out there are some articles talking about why cause the bubbles in the urine. Infection, Protein level (low or high) and the speed of your urinating.

I know I do not have infection, I do not know how to test my Protein level in urine at home so.... I did the test calls, "urinating speed!!"

For the last 3 weeks I had been drinking lots of water (I am doing most of the time though), and I tried 3 kinds of urinating speeds. Very fast high speed, middle speed and the last one is slow like without pushing or controlling of the urine flow.

This is what I found out. Yes.... I do form bubbles when I urinating with high speed more than with the middle speed. I found out less form of bubble in my urine with less speed. The last test without pushing or controlling of my urinating, oh yeah.... it was just about 3 or 5 bubbles only. True or Not True I don't care but my test results make me feel so good. But I still will talk about my bubbles in my urine to my next doctor visit for the safe side.

Hope you all free from bad bubbles in your urine!! Check it out it is not bad to do so. Drink more water please!

Here are what I found what cause bubbles in your pee pee.

By Tom McNish

Vesicocolic Fistula
A fistula is an abnormal connection between two body cavities. A vesicocolic fistula means that a connection has formed between the urinary bladder and the colon. Sometimes an edema, an accumulation of fluid beneath the skin, can form on the base of the bladder. When air bubbles are released from the middle of the edema, they can show up in the urine. This could be a symptom of Chron's disease, a tumor, or it may not need treatment at all. Only a doctor or urologist will be able to tell for sure.

Urinary Tract Infection
Bubbles in your urine stream could also be caused by a urinary tract infection by a gas-forming organism. This usually only occurs in people with diabetes. But if you're aging and haven't been diagnosed with diabetes, that doesn't mean you don't have it. Speak with your doctor.

Foamy Urine
Sometimes people perceive foamy urine as "bubbles in urine." This may not mean anything if it only happens once in awhile, and doesn't seem to be getting progressively worse. It could just be from urinating rapidly, which can come from dehydration. Drink plenty of water for awhile and see if it goes away. If it doesn't go away, then it could be a sign of protein in your urine (proteinuria), which may indicate a kidney infection. It's best to see your doctor if you're concerned.

There's almost always some trace of protein present in urine. But when too much of it is found, it could be proteinuria. There are vessels in the kidneys that filter water and waste, but still keep protein and red blood cells in the bloodstream. When these vessels, called glomeruli, are damaged or inflamed, they allow for the passage of too much protein. When the excessive amount of protein reacts with the air when you urinate, it hits the water and produces a foamy urine.

Monday, February 8, 2010


I subscribe the "Google Alert-liver cancer" for almost 4 years now and I found sometime it is good to READ! Today I will share an article with you all.

NOTE: Bad doctors can be all over the world not only in Japan. Everyone speaks on own experience.

I also did had bad experiences with 2 doctors in my life. I hate them both! I think I am mean here don't I??? They both work for the private hospital in USA. Now on my life, I will go only Shands Hospital of Florida University. The doctors there are middle age (not old bad farts) and they knows lots of it.

Talking about doctors, I think there are two kinds of doctors!!

Group A. In this group of doctors, they become doctors with their good hearts and souls. I mean they love the subject, they want to share their abilities, they are very content with their incomes and not following for fame or positions. In my mountain language, I will put it this way.........."They just happy that their patients are no dead..........yet!"

Group B. In this group of doctors, they become doctors without hearts and souls. They would say.. "Well I try my best but it doesn't work, I can't help!" I have heard doctors who said, "lets deal with this cyst later and enjoy your holiday." later the cyst growth so fast and end up facing many many more problem. It happened to one of the ladies who I knew in Bangkok. In this group of doctors, they are following the fame and the position (which is OK but greedy is not good!). They become doctors because their pa pa and ma ma wanted them to be. They do not have the main core of a good doctor should has! In my mountain language I will puts in this way.. "They see the dead as every day event and will not try the next step which is might be difficult step for them." I mean some doctors take the risks for the best of their patients.

Lets me share with you my won true experienced. After one year of a tumor resection in right side of my liver lope, cancer returned 2 pin points on my left side of liver lope. I thought that's it! My life on earth is finished and I am going to die. I wanted to come back to Bangkok deal with my house, my material and etc....

I asked my doctor one last question, "I want to go back to Bangkok for a month and deal what ever I have to and will be back to you." (I was also thinking I have to arrange everything and say good bye to this part of my family and friends and waiting to die). This is what my doctor who work with his heart and soul said to me, "If I were you, I won't go. We should see the liver transplant which is you have a good condition to have it." I listen to him and I even told him...., " I really do not want to get in that operation room again without you!"

I am so thankful to my God who knows that we need good doctors in this world for us. On top of that... the skills which he provides to my doctor is so amazing!

My faith is.... "God lets the doctors work and God does heal for me too."

My faith is....."Caner is beyond human control but there is nothing that God can't do."

My faith is..... "God knows each of us very well. God also know that we all will depart from this earth in different ways."

My faith is.... "When my time come I loose nothing because I am a believer and I will be with my God."

My faith is ..."When you sick have faith in God and let the doctors work on you!'

Today my prayer go the those cancer patients who do not have access to good doctors and to good hospitals.... But they do have free access to Our Christ!

I will say again, pray in faith and lets see the power of the Holy Spirit!

OK here is the interesting article, enjoy!!

2 Nara doctors arrested over death of patient in 2006 Japan Today This country is going to need a lot of liver and lung cancer specialists over the next 20 years.... guy probably drank himself to death and this country ...See all stories on this topic

Thursday, February 4, 2010


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"Vitamin pills 'won't make you live longer', study revealsRead more:"

"The Magic Pill That Wil Make You Sexy, Healthy, and Wise"

"Vitamin D might help you live longer "

"Vitamin B May Not Make You Happier "

I have read above articles and nothing is convince me 100% at all. Some are a bit bull#@$%! Well this is what I feel, sorry!!! As my daily morning routing, with a cup of coffee I watched CNN and the news said................................,

"The breakthrough has come after scientists identified three “super-genes”.

People born with the genes are 20 times more likely to reach a century – and 80 per cent less likely to develop the senility disease Alzheimer’s.

Even being overweight or a heavy smoker does not stop a third of those with the genes living to 100

I do not believe it! Yes.... Those my fellows American with smart cookies, they might found something to help but nothing will promise 100%!!

OK one question, think it hard till your head hurt and tell me what the answer is. Here is the question............

"Do you really want to live till 100 or over????"

My answer will be......... I do not!! If I ever live 80 or 85, I will say..."Thank you my Lord, Thank you! What ever your time, I am ready!"

For sure and I am sure people who like to live over 100 years are those...

1. Who have a good pile of money.

2. Who are healthy.

3. Who are happy.

4. Who have good family.

5. Who have life.

6. Who know how to smile.

7. Who do not live around with pain in the ass people.

8. Positive thinkers.

9. Who know what this life is about.

10. Who have love one around you.

Who have above all things in their life??? Yes...they might take that wonder pills may be double dose if they have perfect life! But how many will have so call "Perfect Happy Life" on this earth?? OK don't lie me here now!

I got smile when I think about...."Well, you take magic pill to live over 100 year but the next day you got hit by a car, plane crash, got shoot and dead!!" OH... Bad thinking?? Well ...thing can be happened. As one of my doctors said, "We all do have 50/50 chance including me and you, a cancer fighter (was) and a doctor. I am sitting here and on the way home I might got hit by a car and can be dead!!" I was thinking, well if this is happened he will go a head of me!!! How true on 50/50 % chance.

I will live by the day and let tomorrow be worry about me. Life is to live by quality than quantity.

"Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you."
1 Peter 5:7

Tuesday, February 2, 2010


NOTE: If we are allowing things is not right for you, the consequences are now or later!! There is not "Never"..

"Madame Marie Curie holds her place in history as a pioneer in the study of radioactivity. In 1903, she was the first woman to win the Nobel Prize, capturing the honor in physics. Then, in 1911, she received a second Nobel Prize, this one in Chemistry.

Such a wonderful contribution did not come without tremendous sacrifice. Madame Curie died of Leukemia caused by prolonged exposure to radioactive materials. Even today, scholars who wish to read her hand written journals and lab papers must wear protective clothing because these achieves are still radioactive. No one today would approach radioactive material without protection."

Sin are more or less likes radioactivity. You can handle with protective or just continuing to expose it. Sin also can leads us to deadly consequences.

As a Christian, there are Ten Commandments to handle the sin to save. If you want to argue with me go ahead but I will stay silent forever cause piratical is better than just talking!!

The part that I grew up in my early years of age, there are so many drug dealers. The Golden Triangle is one of the most famous parts of drug trafficking in the world. I have or had seen some families who are poor to almost dead but in months they become rich suddenly. But..... each of the drugs dealing family faces like, the father got shot and die, the son got shot and die, the daughter in law is in Jail, even the whole family got shot to dead at home or some members disappeared but no one know how or when or where???? It is still now happening in that part of the world.

As you all are smart enough to know that sin is not only comes as mafia or drug dealers or thieves but it comes into your life many different ways. I am not a Preacher or the preacher's wife but this come into my devotional time last night!!

I am not the sin free person. I may sin knowingly or without knowingly but I will try and try and try and try.................... till the day that I'm kneeling down in front of my God!!

"The Bible will tell you what is worng before you have done it!"
D. L. Moody

NOTE: Read the Bible!!!!

Monday, February 1, 2010

Ga Ga

She does look like a Lady boy in some photos. The way she dresses up is not for a normal women will wear it. Even women in the entertainment world won't wear such dresses!!

I like Lady Ga Ga's music! I really do. I think she is better than Britney. She is good !!!!

Last night my 14 year old son said, "Mom Lady Ga Ga was born with both genitals." I asked him, "How do you know??" He said, "I Google it!"

Normally such news, I am the one who bring to my house but this time my son beat me on this Lady Ga Ga's news. But..... still not convince me to believe it so I also google about lady Ga Ga.

True or not true I don't know but I've found some articles saying that Ga Ga has both private parts!! My jaw drops on that news...wowwwwww!

Here are some I found....

"Whether Lady Gaga has both female and male genitalia is still a mystery - she confirms it while her manager is in denial."

"Last week, Lady Gaga (who might not be as "lady" as we all may have thought) wrote in a blog that she is not "ashamed" of being a hermaphrodite, both man and woman."

"In a biological context, a hermaphrodite is an animal or plant that has both male and female reproductive organs.[1]

Many taxonomic groups of animals (mostly invertebrates), do not have separate sexes. In these groups, hermaphroditism is a normal condition, enabling a form of sexual reproduction in which both partners can act as the "male" or "female". For example, the great majority of pulmonate and opisthobranch snails and slugs are hermaphrodites. Hermaphroditism is also found in some fish, and to a lesser degree in other vertebrates.

Historically, the term hermaphrodite has also been used to describe ambiguous genitalia and gonadal mosaicism in individuals of gonochoristic species, especially human beings. The term comes from the name of the minor Greek god Hermaphroditus, son of Hermes and Aphrodite. Recently, intersex has been used and preferred by many such individuals, encouraging medical professionals to use the term.[2]"

In my life this is the second time I have heard about such news! The other one was ending up as sad story. It is a true story and I even knew the person. The parent did not wait to know the will of their child who was born as hermaphroditus. They decided for themselves and amputated the male genital as they wished the child should be a girl. But..... later years they found out that their child was pure male soul attached in the woman private part...... the bad result of the parents works??? On top of that the child even married later year but ending up as divorce now.

Well, no matter who you are whether you were born with 2 genitals or one genital or no genital at all, this doesn't matter. The matter is that I like Lady Ga Ga. I think she/he is awesome and her music is danceable. She is good and she is smart enough to makes herself a millioner.......... she is happy who she or he is.

Good work Lady Ga Ga!!!!!