Thursday, October 31, 2013

7 Years out from Liver Transplant!!

Today is my new liver birthday!!  Its 7 years on 30th October.
I decided to share this moment on email only, not on Facebook nor Twitter which I don't share such occasion just like this to every one.
Yes, its 7 years ago today at University of Florida Hospital,  I was waiting in the preparation room to get my new liver.  Time fly very fast but I never ever forget this day when it arrive each year.  Beside celebrating  many events but this one is giving me both happiness and sadness feeling to me.  I still do thinking about the family who gave me this precious present, my new liver.
I am doing real well except 8 months ago my liver enzyme went up but they fixed it after did some pocking to my liver's bile ducts.  Now all are perfectly functioning.  Am I happy?  Yes very much every time I pass one year.   Tonight I am inviting my Pastor to my home and will say, "Thank you to my Christ!' with him and friends. 
On Life, I don't understand very well but I keep my faith on.  I say that because I have seen the bastards are doing well and the honest are striking,  some fighting to live but 6 days old baby die, some has millions and fighting some have tiny but happily eating dinner with the family. 
I am in Florida since August.  Enjoying my Tennis, Hip-hop, Poker,  friend and my mother in law.  Need to do some check up all over which is line up on next week.  Oh yes,  chasing my new insurance too.  Base on my own life experience, some how I like Obama care but I don't like his Immigration law.  Well please do not think I am freely  loading from Obama care. Yes, its do cost me NOT cheap BUT OK.  Well, compare to that stupid my ex insurance which was sucking us shamefully and also gave my husband huge deep depression, this insurance is better.  I hope I can say, now all is over.  Thanks goodness that I no need to go on line which is not working well for the moment.  I am freely can shop.  Thank you to Ms.  Mary, from University of Florida account who told me how and what I have to do.  
Robins is doing Ok.  He likes busy!!  On the way to Arkansas for meeting with Wal-Mart people.  I hope he is not going to retire in Thailand as I am planning to retire in Florida.  He is saving for his old age.   Now I know why American people are saving like a dog eating nothing but BONE!  Life is not that fun if your destination is SAFE and DIE.    If I am not with liver transplant, I could very happily to retire in Guatemala or Thailand if Robins passes his midlife crisis nicely. Not much news about him, that's all I can share.
Now, my son!!  He just had his 18 years birthday.  He is doing well not on top of the class but satisfaction level.   His tennis is good.  Still tall and handsome boy.    I am worry about his future collage.  He did mention me 2 fields that he really interesting.  First one is, he wants to work in Holly wood behind camera with computer.  That's fine with me as long as he is not marry with the Hollywood movie stars who stay marry from 2 days to 2 years!!  I might end up punching my bad future ex daughter in law's face.     Second one is...., Shan wants to be a medicine research team.   Good deal? No idea.  So thankful that he is a nice child.  For me is he  going to be rich or famous, I don't know much but I pray that he will be a drug free, no womanizer nor lier.  I want him to be a happy man with a woman who loves him truly.
I will say this.....,   My doctors did a good job, I got a good liver, my husband meet the payment for that I say thank you to them.  Also some of you in this email are still praying for me, Thanks you all. 
Above all, to my God who makes this liver to stay well, to response well to the medicines which I am taking,  thank you so much Dear Christ.  I know how I pray, how I have faith in him.  I will or won't compare my blessing to others.  Each day when I wake up and notice that I am breathing from this freely gift OXYGEN, I know I have to say thank you!!

Monday, October 14, 2013

Devil can be Two legged!!

What is Devil?

I checked and it said,  "The Devil is believed in many religions, myths and cultures to be a supernatural entity that is the personification of evil and the enemy of God and devil mean, "

Can be a bad Ghost????

Some of my friends from many countries, different background and different religions, they swear that they saw Devil and good/bad ghost.  I thought I have never seen Devil or Devils in my life.  I even thought that I will never seen the damn bad ghosts too. Today I realized that time to time I encounter with devil. 

Before,  I was thinking what and how the devil looks like.   A smoke form?  A black form? Tall or skinny? Is the Devil talk? If the Devil talks, what kind of language will be?

There is a famous eyes doctor in XXXX. Actually one of the rich rich families in XXXX.  He has this egregious wife and they attended every rich and famous parties.  Here comes BUT,  when he found out his wife was unfaithful to him, cheating with another man, his life was dead!!  He was heartbroken, shame and uncomfortable in the public anymore.

And see this man, (I wont' mention the name), who said he has bipolar.  Time to time,  he makes his mother crying the rest of his living.   He never change. He said, he has no money but spending on whores,  greedy individual and he makes every family Christmas without smile or the rest can't smile because of this man but he dame knows the MONEY and the greedy. 

I have been watching this episodes on TV.., "Edward and the divorce, Mrs.  Simpson."  Once a upon a time, was a real story.  Mrs.  Simpson she had affaired with her second husband without finishing her first married.  Then she become mistress of King Edward's without finishing her second married.  Mr.  Simpson was humiliated and shamed.

OK lets see this... King David of in my Holy Bible.  Yes...., this story was real and was once upon a time too.  King David wanted Bathsheba so bad that he manipulated and killed once of his best man, Bathsheba's husband.  This woman wants to be a queen too.  The results was... God handle with very smart way and King David lived the rest of his life with Guilt!!

There was a man, yes he did not want to work honestly.  He involved with a very bad family.  He become a drug dealer, got greedier each day but finally he got shot and dead. 

Bad gossip??? Thou shall not kill is not only by the bullets but can be by your mouths too.

Without a lie let me share this.  There are some people that I dislike, can't forgive,  stop talking and not share much with the person I do not like anymore.  See this..., I said I am Christian but I can't forgive.    See this again..., I do not like my uncle's wife, my brother in law, my step mother, list go on.

lets me share you this....., " There was a man who was living on and off with guilty.  So one day he decided to go to  see the Pastor and he said this to Pastor:

"Pastor I am a very bad person but not that bad either.  How could I tell you pastor?  Put it this my heart I feel like..., there are TWO DOGS .  One dog is good dog and the other one is bad dog.  I know they are good and bad dog. I don't know which one is winning Pastor?"

The Pastor replied to this man:

"The one you feed the MOST dog will win!!"

What a smart Pastor.  Yes.... Devil can be 2 legged just like you and me.  There is no smoke form, no black form, not thin and skinny nor Devil is talking.  The Devil can be MYSELF OR YOURSELF!

Do not blame to other.  Check yourself that you are a good dog or bad dog.  Feed the one you want to be kept!!! Please try to see who is the devil in above some stories that I blog in.

I will try my best to keep my good dog.