Dream

Since my sister die I have rarely dream about her. I can count it not more than 3 times!

The first dream was the night she died. I was in Belize Shrimps Farm visiting Robins. she died in Rangoon. I was so hurt for losing my only sister who I dearly loved. We are truly two sisters brought up together without any guideness from much closer family. If you want me to say more clearly....., we were lack of love but built up the love between the two of us so firmly.

Jue Ju, my sister came into my dream on the night she died. She was so beautiful with milky skin colour with pink cheeks and lip who also dress like an angel, all white long dress except the wings were silky black. Waved at me slowly with sweet smiling face but not talking to me at all. I am the only one who was calling to her name out loudly but Jue Ju was just waving, smiling and fading away from me.

I am not Daniel (from Bible), who got a special talent provided by my God. So.... I have no idea what that's dream means. I take that dream as my sister loves me so she came to say bye to me before she went kneeling down in front of our God and Lord Jesus.

The second dream came while I was sick with Cancer. I got new liver and recovering my surgery at home in Gainesville, Florida. My dream was.........

There was a white big door. So I get into the room by that door. This is what I saw in that room. Again the room was so beautiful with all white!! The room was decorated with only a white bed. I saw my sister Jue Je was laying down on that bed again with beautiful long white dress with long hair. The minute when she saw me she smiled at me again and went to the only white window in that room has. She opened the window and looked back at me. Again without a talking but pointed finger direction to out of the window and gesturing for me to look out of from that window. I went to the window and look out!!!

This was what I saw from that window. There was a green, so green land which I haven't seen before with so beautiful green garden and full of trees, flowers and birds. It was nothing but jsut beautiful and happiness is what I feel. When I look back to her she was not there any more.

Again if Daniel is my friend, I would definitely will ask him what that dream mean. Now what I feel was my sister is very OK and she wants me to get out of that window and see how this world is beautiful as my God created in 7 days. ( Actually 6 days and the 7 days God show us it is the day of the rest as we are still doing till today. For me, the day of worshiping. )

My third dream was last night! That's why I am writing this blog. My sister and I was walking to go home which was in Rangoon to my mother's house. I told my sister, "We are in the wrong road." As always, she never talks to me in dream. We just kept walking. Then suddenly my brother Robert who are living in my apartment in Rangoon, he calls to both of us from the corner of the street. I look at my sister and I walked to my brother.

At that moment, Rosie show up on the road where we all are and she confirm and said yes we, me and my sister, are on the wrong road and she said she knew the right way to go home. We me, Robert, Rosie but I am not so sure my sister was with us or not but we all walk so happily together.

Rosie is a lady who is our Choir Members at here in Bangkok Church. The question is why Rosie??? She is not a person that I think about her day by day! She was a lady who I like... that's all.

I am not a person who believe in dream or fortune teller or any person who claim that can tell what my future will be. I know for sure I am a Christ follower. Daniel might know?

Today I just wanted to share about my dream. Each time when I dreamt about my sister, yes...... I do miss her. I want to see her and so much want her to be with her children. Like last night when I was reading a book name, "The DNA of faith" by Dr. Lednicky..................

As he said which I think I can say it too. "God loaned my sister to me for 31 years". I know God can surely do the other way as .... I might not have Jue Je on this earth at all. God gives my sister to me such a good childhood, good adulthood and such a good time together.

Thank you God for loaned my sister to me. Thank you very much.